you shoot me down

Monday 20 February 12 20:35
but i wont fall, i am titanium.
howdy kids

im really tired, so dont expect too much from me tonight.
ive been in a really good mood recently, everything seems to be going quite nicely right now. which i shouldnt speak too quick, since knowing my look everything will start going really fucking shit.
i think its because its approaching my birthday, your always happy during the lead up to your birthday, especially when its your 18th :D woooo!!

however, everyone keeps asking me if im excited to be 18.
like yeah im excited that its my birthday, but being 18 means nothing to me. i already go out, my parents let me do what i like and ive been drinking since i was 13. im really dissapointed about this actually.
everyones really pumped for it.
and i couldnt give less of a shit...
OH WELL LIFE GOES ON :D

another thing im really excited about is my driving test. its on the 28th of this month and i know not everyone  passes first time, but i have a chance, and that chance is making me sick with excitement.
i can go where ever i want.
well with in reason obvcourse, you cant exactly drive across the sea, but what evs.

another thing thats put me in a good mood is the fact my business studies teacher is never here anymore.
ok, so the reason hes not here is because his mum is really sick.
so i feel really bad for him.
but you dont understand what a massive twat he is.
this was the man that put me in isolation because i broke my arm and couldnt write properly.
he charges 5p when you borrow one of his pens because of the ink you have used.
he complains about you needing a piss.
rings my parents every night to tell them about my poor attendance to his lessons.
and to top it all off he makes me do extra lessons with year 12s because im apparently thick.
i honestly would rather be part of a human centipede than go to his lessons.
that is why im delighted that i have not had a business lesson in 2 weeks.

im also in a good mood because i had a really good night out on saturday.
it was just me and gina (meatballs) going on a big night out.
we got so drunk that most places wouldnt let us in, which at first was really bad. but it turned out as a really good thing.
theres this one bar that will let anyone in despite what state they are in. so we knew we would get in there.
plus they do the best shots in town.
we went in and stumbled to the bar, and who was there?
non other than the boy i love to fucking bits.
well that was me gone. i practically shit myself with excitement.
despite the fact i fucked things up for us, we still kinda talk, and the reason i fucked things up was becuase i was drunk.
so i figured that since i was drunk when i broke the whole thing then surely i could ifx it when i was drunk.
although this was a stupid drunk thought, it turned out to work in the end.
not compleatly, but it made things a little better.
he brought me a few drinks and we were talking for a while. about what i dont have a clue. but its made things a little easier now.
its really hard to explain... but i hope you kinda get the picture?

anyways, ill probably post before i turn 18. just for the hell of it.
i realise my posts have been boring lately, but im just really distracted by everything going on lately.

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Comments

  • BleedingMascara23
    BleedingMascara23

    Your so pretty! & I love your shoes. <3
    Hyped.

    Monday 20 February 12 23:31
  • naturally-crazy
    naturally-crazy

    i seriously hate when people keep asking if you're excited to turn whatever age, it's not a big deal at all LOL :P

    so your studies teacher sounds like an idiot. i wouldnt be able to deal with him like that, jeez.

    such pretty photos as usual :)
    love the dress.. actually i pretty much love the whole outfit!

    Tuesday 21 February 12 00:07
  • starcoveredskyxx
    starcoveredskyxx

    gorgeousss! i love your eyes :)

    <3
    danielle
    http://starcoveredskysjournal.piczo.com

    Tuesday 21 February 12 00:33
  • Marti-09
    Marti-09

    Your pictures are beautiful !

    & I hate teachers like that... I wish they were all down to earth like some of them are.

    Tuesday 21 February 12 08:17
  • allthatglittersxo
    allthatglittersxo

    LOL. i love reading your posts. they are so funny!

    you look gorgeous by the way :)

    Tuesday 21 February 12 23:57
  • uwontcmecry
    uwontcmecry

    you are beautiful!

    Wednesday 22 February 12 18:00
  • UnderbreD
    UnderbreD

    beautiful photos..
    I love your shoes :)

    Wednesday 22 February 12 19:17
  • khloecruise
    khloecruise

    ugh teachers can drive u mad sometimes.

    Thursday 23 February 12 13:01
  • AmyJordanx
    AmyJordanx

    hope you have a good birthday! i'm so nervous to drive, but i can't wait when i do! :D goodluck on that!

    Thursday 23 February 12 17:08

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